Little by little, one travels far

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First and foremost, here’s wishing everyone a happy chinese new year! ^^

I’ll sum up these few days of Chinese New Year, simple yet boring. Chinese New Year’s eve was good and bad. The good being having a reunion dinner with my family. It’s like the most difficult thing in the family, for all to sit down together to have dinner. The next time I see it happening would probably be a year later. The bad being dispersing right after meal. It’s either you do your own thing or you go out. I was using my laptop and it just passed 12 midnight without me knowing. The first day of Chinese New Year was as usual, and the only thing I like was the time spent chatting with my cousins. Last year, I was telling them about the existence of Disney internship. This year, I told them about my application for Disney internship. I foresee myself telling them about my experience for Disney internship next year. I really wished for what my cousins said to come true. I can’t wait for the change, in me, which I strongly believe I will and I want. The second day of Chinese Year, I went to J’s granny place. After which it was back to my place for steamboat. It’s kind of annoying when people don’t wish you anything good but keeps spamming about project. Seriously, everyone should take a break. The third day of Chinese New Year, which is the declared holiday by SP, it was house visiting & steamboat with my classmates. Sunny isn’t as bad as I thought, or rather he doesn’t petrify me as much as the other doggies. I guess that’s a thumbs up? Gangdang’s wall is amazing and I like the “glass-whiteboard”. To think about it, I am quite touched by whoever that attends. It simply means they ain’t the ones after good only, but would also like to spend time with an awesome bunch of friends.

People like to take advantages. It’s human’s nature. Sometimes I wished to be a bad guy, to stop helping others do their work. But will somebody teach me how? Sometimes we are unhappy and we don’t know why. Sometimes we just don’t feel like talking and we don’t know why either. Sometimes I just feel like crying and I don’t know why. For no apparent reason? Insecurities will destroy me. Life needs to be happier. It’s nice when somebody remembers your birthday. Thanks for the present. For a moment, I don’t feel like celebrating my birthday. :/ Okay, maybe I do. Or maybe not. Oh well, I think I need some rose petals.

If you are wondering, it’s a mixture of random thoughts all over my mind. There’s so much things going on inside and I can never say enough. The brain does wonders. Like a bowl of rojak.

 

Considered family

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Yes, that’s how I always want things to be. It’s just something about me that I don’t know if I should be proud of or not. I am willing to go all out for others, even though I know people take advantage. I tell myself to stop helping but I don’t know how to reject when asked. I really need to stop doing work for others. I need to learn to enjoy. I need to stop being so stupid. Why am I so stupid?

I have a rather strong immune system all along and that’s when I know that I’ve been working too hard when I fall sick. I’m really tired of school, tired of the workload, tired of the monotony. I hate how everything come crashing down. I just feel like crying for no apparent reason. Or maybe there is.

Forever and ever

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Why do I feel that I have lesser and lesser things I want to note down?

On a bus ride yesterday, I wished it just goes on and on. It’s a sign that I’m tired.

Initially, I wanted to leave so badly. Then again, I think I don’t. Now, I have the urge of leaving again. Not that anything has happened, nothing bad, nothing sad, just that I want to leave. Will this cycle keeps coming on and off?

The human mind is so amazing.

Wet Christmas

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Projects have been haunting me this holiday. Not that they are not doable, just that I’d like to have time for other things other than work. Overlooking that fact, I’m happy to meet up with my girls. A simple day of catching up, gossiping, thinking about the future makes one happy. It’s really nice to have a dinner with a teacher you haven’t met for ages. The changes in Secondary school, polytechnic life, teaching, teachers etc. I miss the days in YC.

Christmas’s here and I’ve hanged up my sock like I used to in previous years. It’s like a tradition in the house, or maybe a tradition my sister and I live up to.

I like interactive google’s search engine theme! I like WordPress’s falling snowflakes! :>

Holiday passed in a flash and right now, I am left with a week.

Now in December

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I truly believe that December will make a good month.

#1. It was the first time we met with a heavy downpour…

#2. I got a new phone! -wink-

#3. It was a year of journey full of love

#4. Many of my classmates are going overseas this holiday. Thus, from Sylvia, Clarence, Jeremy, Zheng Wei and I, ” We went overseas too!” It was a fun-filled experience with Zheng Wei driving us. And because his car’s battery was weak, the security guards and the guys had to make a jump-start in order to drive us back. Never did we expect such a drama scene to happen to us. :P

#5. I love how Christmas is coming~

#6. I love how a brand new year is going to start. ^^

 

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