Yes, that’s how I always want things to be. It’s just something about me that I don’t know if I should be proud of or not. I am willing to go all out for others, even though I know people take advantage. I tell myself to stop helping but I don’t know how to reject when asked. I really need to stop doing work for others. I need to learn to enjoy. I need to stop being so stupid. Why am I so stupid?
I have a rather strong immune system all along and that’s when I know that I’ve been working too hard when I fall sick. I’m really tired of school, tired of the workload, tired of the monotony. I hate how everything come crashing down. I just feel like crying for no apparent reason. Or maybe there is.
