Do you call it a double happiness when both your lunar & western birthday falls on the same day? I am assuming that it’s the same for everybody born on the same year. I think the lunar calendar just went on a cycle. It’s either the first cycle or I am too young to remember that it happened before. Anyway, I’m really glad to spend the day with the girls for the 2nd consecutive year. <3 Oh, and with J too!

My favourite girls! <3

Seriously, insecurities will destroy one. Well, I am really fine just that I can’t help but think sometimes. I was reading a letter and I can’t help but tear. It’s probably the first that ever made me cry. It’s like a flashback, bringing me back to those days and feelings emerged. I am grateful that I have a friend who understands, who tries, who is so similar in many ways. It’s just so that I agree, am touched and thankful in every way. It makes me smile to know that I have such a great friend, the best kind in the world. <3

From friends with love. 

I’ll sum up these few days of Chinese New Year, simple yet boring. Chinese New Year’s eve was good and bad. The good being having a reunion dinner with my family. It’s like the most difficult thing in the family, for all to sit down together to have dinner. The next time I see it happening would probably be a year later. The bad being dispersing right after meal. It’s either you do your own thing or you go out. I was using my laptop and it just passed 12 midnight without me knowing. The first day of Chinese New Year was as usual, and the only thing I like was the time spent chatting with my cousins. Last year, I was telling them about the existence of Disney internship. This year, I told them about my application for Disney internship. I foresee myself telling them about my experience for Disney internship next year. I really wished for what my cousins said to come true. I can’t wait for the change, in me, which I strongly believe I will and I want. The second day of Chinese Year, I went to J’s granny place. After which it was back to my place for steamboat. It’s kind of annoying when people don’t wish you anything good but keeps spamming about project. Seriously, everyone should take a break. The third day of Chinese New Year, which is the declared holiday by SP, it was house visiting & steamboat with my classmates. Sunny isn’t as bad as I thought, or rather he doesn’t petrify me as much as the other doggies. I guess that’s a thumbs up? Gangdang’s wall is amazing and I like the “glass-whiteboard”. To think about it, I am quite touched by whoever that attends. It simply means they ain’t the ones after good only, but would also like to spend time with an awesome bunch of friends.

People like to take advantages. It’s human’s nature. Sometimes I wished to be a bad guy, to stop helping others do their work. But will somebody teach me how? Sometimes we are unhappy and we don’t know why. Sometimes we just don’t feel like talking and we don’t know why either. Sometimes I just feel like crying and I don’t know why. For no apparent reason? Insecurities will destroy me. Life needs to be happier. It’s nice when somebody remembers your birthday. Thanks for the present. For a moment, I don’t feel like celebrating my birthday. :/ Okay, maybe I do. Or maybe not. Oh well, I think I need some rose petals.

If you are wondering, it’s a mixture of random thoughts all over my mind. There’s so much things going on inside and I can never say enough. The brain does wonders. Like a bowl of rojak.

Yes, that’s how I always want things to be. It’s just something about me that I don’t know if I should be proud of or not. I am willing to go all out for others, even though I know people take advantage. I tell myself to stop helping but I don’t know how to reject when asked. I really need to stop doing work for others. I need to learn to enjoy. I need to stop being so stupid. Why am I so stupid?

I have a rather strong immune system all along and that’s when I know that I’ve been working too hard when I fall sick. I’m really tired of school, tired of the workload, tired of the monotony. I hate how everything come crashing down. I just feel like crying for no apparent reason. Or maybe there is.

On a bus ride yesterday, I wished it just goes on and on. It’s a sign that I’m tired.

Initially, I wanted to leave so badly. Then again, I think I don’t. Now, I have the urge of leaving again. Not that anything has happened, nothing bad, nothing sad, just that I want to leave. Will this cycle keeps coming on and off?

The human mind is so amazing.

Christmas’s here and I’ve hanged up my sock like I used to in previous years. It’s like a tradition in the house, or maybe a tradition my sister and I live up to.

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Holiday passed in a flash and right now, I am left with a week.